For the past 12 months. My mother was suddenly diagnosed with cancer and a few weeks later had to undergo triple heart bypass surgery. She's not very independent, my father died and I don't have any brothers or sisters, so I had to take care of her and have her living with me during her recovery. In the meantime, I've had to carry on working, as I'm the general manager of a growing company. My boss recently decided to demote me from my position, humiliated me in front of my entire team and put spyware on my computer without notifying me, observing my every move for several months. Last summer I was diagnosed with a brain tumor and he didn't take me seriously, even ridiculing me for it. Fortunately, after a multitude of tests, it turned out to be a brain lesion, but the process still took 6 months before the final diagnostic. . At the moment, given what I've been through, I've taken time off work to rebuild. Since June, I've been on sick leave after 8 years of workholic status, and right now I feel alone, lost and without any bearings. The only solution I've found is to live from day to day, and I've decided to start training again. I'm now on day 6 of the hourglass challenge 2020 program, and I have to admit I'm finding it very hard to find the motivation to get going every day, but I'm proud to have at least one goal in my day. I don't want to give up this program, I want to be proud of my self. Keep up everyone, A small goal can change our whole psychological state, just don't give up ❣️