Hi guys, I am an 18 year old female and i don't think I can live life anymore. This is because my family have put a massive wieght on my shoulders. Today my mum said to me I am ugly and fat, and I should look in a mirror. I understand I am ugly and fat, and I have been trying to lose wieght, but each time at the end of a programme, when there is one week left, I just don't do it , cus I'm unmotivated or it's to hard for me, which I have been struggling. She says each time you do a workout it's only for one day and you don't do exercise for 5 weeks etc, which is a lie when i follow chloes programmes etc which are like 4 weeks, but i fail to complete it. She then said to me you said in the 6 weeks you will lose wieght etc, but I've been struggling to do so. Lose wieght even for a begginer like me can be hard, and you can lose motivation when you have a lot of work to do. She then said you have two weeks left for uni, which I was exicted for, cus i wanted to start a uni life and experience it, and then she said that oh there's no point of you going to uni, there's no point of you going to the course cus your ugly fat and people in that course will be prettier then you etc. So I've got two weeks left to lose wieght to be pretty in my course, so I need help, I'm thinking of starting a water wieght diet, but yeah that's what happend, and know I've been crying, and I don't think I want to go uni because of that. I get that she wants me
To lose wieght, but I've been trying, but she doesn't see that, so yeah any advice on this situation, please ty.