Hello. I've been working out since spring and unfortunately after a few happy weekends my body looks as if I never trained at all. I've completed a full body shred, now I'm on a stomach program, but hey, the belly is BIG. Round and big and disgusting. The legs look like sausages, that's no lie, there's this awful cellulitis around my thighs. All this time a thought I was getting lighter, but the scales said I didn't. What I saw in the mirror I liked pretty much, but still saw imperfections, lots of them. And now, having stepped onto my scales, I learnt that I'm 55. 8 kg now. I never weighed this much. My max was 53, and I just don't know what to do anymore. Working out doesn't payoff, and i feel supersad and extremely unmotivated. I want to get my 45kgs back. I never did anything to stay in that weight so long, it just didn't grow at all. But now it's a living nightmare. I feel like starving is the only choice I've left myself, but I'm super hungry today and want to cry. I know part of this weight might come from the muscles, because hey, how can you not develop them in 3 months. But it is the reflection I see and the measurements and the clothes I no longer fit in push me into a horribly depressed state. I start to think of something unrealistic like reducing weight by 10 kg over a month. I know it wouldn't work, bo matter how hard I try. I'm sure there's many of us who found ourselves in a situation like mine. What did you guys do? I'm a happy woman, soon to be married, but I don't want to be the fat bride with her eyes in tears.