Okay guys I need to vent and please take this in the least mean and offensive way possible it's js smth that weighs me down.

So does anybody else have like really skinny friends? I have three friends and they are all like double 0s. I went shopping with them today and one of them couldn't fit the smallest jean/short size they had there (and ik what your thinking but no they dint have Ed's their family's are js genetically naturally born skinny) and ik they're insecure abt it but does it ever just like double you insecurities and make u feel so much worse abr yourself? I hate going dress shopping w them bc they find the perfect dresses and they look so beautiful like literally they are the most gorgeous people you'll ever meet. And when I try on multiple dresses, my thighs are to fat for it, my stomach looks enormous my boobs are overflowing in any shape size type of dress their is. And it's js so embarrasing. And it makes me feel so bad abt myself. Like seriously, there's nothing wrong w them they are great friends and I love them with all my heart and ik being skinny isn't their fault but idk. Friend A came over for 4th of july and she wore a super cute outfit and literally looked so good and later that night she was like "I'm so bloated" and her stomach was literally flat. And I'm over there looking like 🤰 like ik I'm not technically "fat" but I'm def not skinny and it makes me feel like trash. I wish I coukd js be like them and eat whatever and not have to workout and be skinny, but no, I have to watch what I eat, Workout 30 minutes to an hour a day and I'm still fat. I hate my life.