I don't know where to start but I have been in relationship from last 2 years initially obviously everything too good to be true he used to treat me like a queen pampering me giving time and attention but last one year a lot is happening eventually career wise both of our lives he has a very busy schedule and it's long distance and I m still not working in college but I m tired of constantly asking him too give attention even he is tired of fighting I get it he is super busy but it's already long distance and on top of it I was out on trip I texted him 15 paragraph and he just seen it and didn't reply we didn't talk for 6 days and after that he just said I was too tired of all this thing you constantly asking for attention validation who should I ask other than him so yeasterday I told him how he ruined my trip and how bad and miserable I feel and I just want to breakup I don't want this anymore I just want to be loved without begging and we fighter for 3 hours and eventually he started crying and it made me feel miserable and now we both are together he is soo chill again did the same thing today idk what should I do sometimes I just feel like leaving other day I just feel maybe someday I will get his old version back I m tired of this